Sarah wasn't expecting it, but Kira's mother finally showed up.
She knew then she was invisible. Wasn't she? She thought she might crack under the pressure of being alone with Kira and her mother who didn't look like a mother at all. Damn, she was a hot rock star even if she was in her lose peasant top and tight skinny jeans. How could Ste have ever left the blond bomb shell? She was a mix of a young Stevie Nicks and Meg Ryan.
"I should leave," Sarah just nodded knowing it was in the night and after Kira's bedtime, but still Veronica was here. She needed some time with Kira. Alone. Ste couldn't stop her, he was off at some meeting in Austin. He wouldn't be back til day after tomorrow.
"No, stay." She smiled at Sarah as if she had to be here if she was going to see Kira. "I wouldn't want Ste thinking I might take her, you know. I wouldn't, but he'd feel much better if he knew you were here while he was away.'
Sarah swallowed back any temptation to run. She went to the kitchen and pulled out whatever she could for a cheese plate and the chilled red wine she'd been keeping for Ste on his welcome home.
It was way after midnight though before Kira fell asleep in Veronica's arms. After she put her to bed Veronica came back for the wine.
"Come on, tell me about yourself." Veronica wasn't anything like Sarah expected. She was laid back, calm and of course, gorgeous.
"Oh, nothing to tell really," Sarah hoped Veronica didn't think she was fucking her ex when she really was. "It was just an accident that I found myself here. Really, I'd hoped I'd be on the road with this guy named Cameron."
"Cameron?" Veronica laughed, giving Sarah's thigh a nudge. What was that suppose to mean? "We used to play in the same band. My god, it is a small world." Her beautiful white teeth shown. Sarah kept a small smile as Veronica stared past her smile and into her eyes.
Veronica put down her wine glass. Sarah put hers away too.
The next thing Sarah knew was Veronica's mouth on hers. Sarah's heart pulsed. It was wild, feeling her touch, and her tongue prodding in Sarah's mouth.
But nothing was said as she pulled Sarah in her lap. She felt Veronica's fingers on her throat, in her hair, under her dress into her panties, nudging her delicately into wanting her touch deep inside her.
Could this be happening? Sarah thought dreamily, but where in the world would they go from here?
Friday, August 1, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
after the show
"Did you miss me?" Lucy looked over her shades as she walked into her place that was clean for the first time in months.
Ka-Rad was definitely moved in. She'd taken on a week with Cory and the band. They'd hit a small circuit of shows in no where places.
Lucy had decided they'd let any kind of band play in these dumps. Many were bars and no one seemed to want a Freaknoid T-shirt.
It really hurt. All that caring. And did they appreciate her? Hardly. She barely got a hug from Cory as it was and Benny, he was just too crazy. And that one who wore the thick glasses, well, he was just sick. Sick in the head.
She heard what he'd breath when he was near her. No way would she stoop that low to be tangled up in anything with him.
No, it was Ka-Rad she'd been waiting for. And she hoped he delivered. Hopefully, he hadn't fallen in lust for the pizza delivery boy while she was away.
Evidently, he'd decided to take his mind off such things by doing some chores.
"I had a garage sale while you were gone," He smirked.
"You did what!" Her eyes lit as she smacked her gum. "You couldn't have. All of that is vintage. I have an account on E-Bay, you know." She strutted off to her bedroom then, noticing the comforter in red with the silk pink pillow cases.
She pulled back the covers. Silk pink sheets. She sighed. "We won't be slipping off the bed, will we?" She shook her head back dropping her heavy metalic silver purse to the floor.
Lucy turned back and looked at him impishly then. Ka-rad came up from behind her and wrapped his arms around her. Giving her a hearty embrass.
"Are you tired?" He whispered in her ear.
"Not that tired." But she could have slept with her eyes open.
His fingers reached in under her shirt as he pressed his fingers down under her soft pink tights.
"So you have been watching on the Internet what the girls are wearing in Japan." She felt his smile against her neck.
"I had on a skirt, but whatever." Really, she was too tired to think of style or fashion.
As he pressed on into her panties, she reached back and kissed his mouth. First hard, but then softly as he touched her where she needed him most.
She strained to kiss him more as she felt his fingers pressing and pushing inside her. That she wasn't even sure she could wait to get her clothes off.
He slid off her thin gray t-shirt then. She pulled her tights off while he undressed.
Then she crawled into bed half frozen, yet she was magnetized by the heat of his body. And he was hard.
She smiled when she touched his penis. It was amazingly stiff, and she knew when she tasted it that he hadn't been with anyone since her. That alone was satisfaction.
Lucy went down on him for the longest while. Perhaps she craved him just as much.
After she was done. She laid back on her pillow.
"Sorry it took so long to get back." Normally she didn't talk when he stroked her.
He lifted her leg over his shoulder then the other as he nibbled at the corners of her pubic area until he took all of her in, thrusting with his tongue to let her know she had been missed.
It just kept going, she kept wanting more. His thumb then grazed her, but lower. Which opened a new door of sensations that she wasn't used too.
She slightly heaved with excitement. Lucy was ready for his style. Only she wasn't expecting to sit his lap. She didn't have an inkling what they were doing, but she liked it.
Ka-Rad was definitely moved in. She'd taken on a week with Cory and the band. They'd hit a small circuit of shows in no where places.
Lucy had decided they'd let any kind of band play in these dumps. Many were bars and no one seemed to want a Freaknoid T-shirt.
It really hurt. All that caring. And did they appreciate her? Hardly. She barely got a hug from Cory as it was and Benny, he was just too crazy. And that one who wore the thick glasses, well, he was just sick. Sick in the head.
She heard what he'd breath when he was near her. No way would she stoop that low to be tangled up in anything with him.
No, it was Ka-Rad she'd been waiting for. And she hoped he delivered. Hopefully, he hadn't fallen in lust for the pizza delivery boy while she was away.
Evidently, he'd decided to take his mind off such things by doing some chores.
"I had a garage sale while you were gone," He smirked.
"You did what!" Her eyes lit as she smacked her gum. "You couldn't have. All of that is vintage. I have an account on E-Bay, you know." She strutted off to her bedroom then, noticing the comforter in red with the silk pink pillow cases.
She pulled back the covers. Silk pink sheets. She sighed. "We won't be slipping off the bed, will we?" She shook her head back dropping her heavy metalic silver purse to the floor.
Lucy turned back and looked at him impishly then. Ka-rad came up from behind her and wrapped his arms around her. Giving her a hearty embrass.
"Are you tired?" He whispered in her ear.
"Not that tired." But she could have slept with her eyes open.
His fingers reached in under her shirt as he pressed his fingers down under her soft pink tights.
"So you have been watching on the Internet what the girls are wearing in Japan." She felt his smile against her neck.
"I had on a skirt, but whatever." Really, she was too tired to think of style or fashion.
As he pressed on into her panties, she reached back and kissed his mouth. First hard, but then softly as he touched her where she needed him most.
She strained to kiss him more as she felt his fingers pressing and pushing inside her. That she wasn't even sure she could wait to get her clothes off.
He slid off her thin gray t-shirt then. She pulled her tights off while he undressed.
Then she crawled into bed half frozen, yet she was magnetized by the heat of his body. And he was hard.
She smiled when she touched his penis. It was amazingly stiff, and she knew when she tasted it that he hadn't been with anyone since her. That alone was satisfaction.
Lucy went down on him for the longest while. Perhaps she craved him just as much.
After she was done. She laid back on her pillow.
"Sorry it took so long to get back." Normally she didn't talk when he stroked her.
He lifted her leg over his shoulder then the other as he nibbled at the corners of her pubic area until he took all of her in, thrusting with his tongue to let her know she had been missed.
It just kept going, she kept wanting more. His thumb then grazed her, but lower. Which opened a new door of sensations that she wasn't used too.
She slightly heaved with excitement. Lucy was ready for his style. Only she wasn't expecting to sit his lap. She didn't have an inkling what they were doing, but she liked it.
on holiday
Sarah had to wonder if Ste thought of her, or maybe he was happy with himself about how it had all come around.
Would she ever know? She went to work thinking of him. Every move he made, how his skin tasted. How she was sure she wanted him more than he did her.
Why was he so good at ignoring her?
She still felt timid at the office, taking calls, leaving messages. Would she ever be anymore than this?
She talked to her Dad on her cell. He told her to stop being gloomy and be grateful for this chance.
"You turned out a whole lot better than I ever thought you would." She guessed she had to be happy to hear this from a truck driver on the road.
"I miss you, Daddy." She finally said, but she really didn't. Ste was who she was thinking of.
When she got home, she told herself she wouldn't eat until she could be with Ste, again. She knew that was a stupid ass thing to say, but she had to talk herself into staying thin.
At this rate she'd be a size six any moment. Finally, she got up the nerve to almost call Lucy, but then she didn't. It would hurt Lucy more if she didn't contact her. She hoped. But she even doubted that. Why did Lucy have to be such a bitch?
It was so easy for Sarah to sulk over the smallest things, but as luck of the holiday had it, Kira went to visit her grandparents.
Sarah couldn't help but smile when she saw Ste standing there in the livingroom. Alone. She tossed her dark hair back and gave him a look. A look that she needed him.
He just smiled. Slightly shook his head, no. She grinned and proceeded forward. She knew exactly how to start the party. And the party was in his pants.
Why was his cock so fascinating to her? Really, she usually, had to be drunk out of her skull or high as a kite to thoroughly enjoy a blow job.
"You know, you wanna." She tugged at his belt loop.
He just bit his bottom lip. She pulled him toward her room. But he caught her arm and pulled her back to him. His hands held her face, and he gave her an open kiss. They went to his room.
"Why won't you talk to me?" She asked between kisses.
"About what?" he winced.
"I don't know how you feel about me?" But she didn't wait for an answer. She unsnapped his jeans, and noticed what she thought was there. Yes, nice and pink and so ready to go.
"Does everything need to be explained to you?" He smiled sleepily.
She didn't bother to reply but gave his cock a little kiss instead, then a lick and a swirl ever so carefully to bring him up until he throbbed.
As they undressed, she kept thinking what she'd like from him. Finally, she laid back on his bed waiting while he took the rest of his clothes off.
She couldn't wait much longer, she fingered herself delicately, hoping he might help. He did. First with a kiss on the neck while he stroked her just as her finger had. He took his time, kissing her tits, then her belly button.
Her fingers combed through his hair as his mouth found her g-spot. His quaint laugh shook through her. She thought she might melt.
Really, it wasn't necessary for his penis to invade all the tenderness she felt. But it happened slowly. Little by little it came to be what she'd hoped for.
Would she ever know? She went to work thinking of him. Every move he made, how his skin tasted. How she was sure she wanted him more than he did her.
Why was he so good at ignoring her?
She still felt timid at the office, taking calls, leaving messages. Would she ever be anymore than this?
She talked to her Dad on her cell. He told her to stop being gloomy and be grateful for this chance.
"You turned out a whole lot better than I ever thought you would." She guessed she had to be happy to hear this from a truck driver on the road.
"I miss you, Daddy." She finally said, but she really didn't. Ste was who she was thinking of.
When she got home, she told herself she wouldn't eat until she could be with Ste, again. She knew that was a stupid ass thing to say, but she had to talk herself into staying thin.
At this rate she'd be a size six any moment. Finally, she got up the nerve to almost call Lucy, but then she didn't. It would hurt Lucy more if she didn't contact her. She hoped. But she even doubted that. Why did Lucy have to be such a bitch?
It was so easy for Sarah to sulk over the smallest things, but as luck of the holiday had it, Kira went to visit her grandparents.
Sarah couldn't help but smile when she saw Ste standing there in the livingroom. Alone. She tossed her dark hair back and gave him a look. A look that she needed him.
He just smiled. Slightly shook his head, no. She grinned and proceeded forward. She knew exactly how to start the party. And the party was in his pants.
Why was his cock so fascinating to her? Really, she usually, had to be drunk out of her skull or high as a kite to thoroughly enjoy a blow job.
"You know, you wanna." She tugged at his belt loop.
He just bit his bottom lip. She pulled him toward her room. But he caught her arm and pulled her back to him. His hands held her face, and he gave her an open kiss. They went to his room.
"Why won't you talk to me?" She asked between kisses.
"About what?" he winced.
"I don't know how you feel about me?" But she didn't wait for an answer. She unsnapped his jeans, and noticed what she thought was there. Yes, nice and pink and so ready to go.
"Does everything need to be explained to you?" He smiled sleepily.
She didn't bother to reply but gave his cock a little kiss instead, then a lick and a swirl ever so carefully to bring him up until he throbbed.
As they undressed, she kept thinking what she'd like from him. Finally, she laid back on his bed waiting while he took the rest of his clothes off.
She couldn't wait much longer, she fingered herself delicately, hoping he might help. He did. First with a kiss on the neck while he stroked her just as her finger had. He took his time, kissing her tits, then her belly button.
Her fingers combed through his hair as his mouth found her g-spot. His quaint laugh shook through her. She thought she might melt.
Really, it wasn't necessary for his penis to invade all the tenderness she felt. But it happened slowly. Little by little it came to be what she'd hoped for.
where the action is
Everyone was over at Lucy's. She wasn't sure why the guys had gathered there. Of course, it didn't help much when Ka-Rad showed up with his bag.
"Traveling, light are we?" Lucy just gave him a sultry look and put his bag in her closet.
"Will they be here long?" Ka-Rad kept his voice low. She just shrugged.
"What's he doing here?" Cory asked who was handing out beers to everyone. He even handed one to Ka-Rad giving him a long stare.
Finally he plopped himself down on the couch and everyone sat around on the floor while Lucy put on their cd.
"Ok, whats missing here?" Cory was all business.
"A gig." Benny suggested.
"Yeah, about that. I think if we can just make day trips around this area and not get totally involved in a tour, we might be better off." Cory rattled on about expenses and gas prices. Everyone nodded.
"Should we just stick with all teen shows or bars?" Casey remarked.
"I think teen shows are the way to go." Lucy was down with that. Besides, teens were more likely to buy her crap than some old folks would.
"I don't know, bars make it pretty easy for us," Casey looked at Lucy then.
"Yeah, right." Lucy rolled her eyes. All this talk was boring her. She just needed them to leave. She wanted her apartment back.
But Cory had made chili and everyone was hanging around for that. Finally, she walked into her room and shut the door wishing they'd all go away.
"What the fuck?" Cory yelled.
Ka-Rad sighed and went to see about her.
Lucy kept herself turned away from Ka-Rad while she laid curled up in bed.
"This is just crazy," She murmered. Thinking they should be on a bus going somewhere this summer with a show. But she was stuck here with these idiots.
Ka-Rad curled himself around her. She felt his arms come around her with a back side hug.
She closed her eyes calmly then. She was glad he was here. He was like a warm blanket she could hide in.
"Do you miss boys?" Lucy wondered.
"Just Cory," he chuckled, "But then you two come as a packaged deal."
She smiled then as he pulled her t-shirt over her head then unzipped her jeans.
"You shouldn't wear such tight clothes. You should wear more dresses. Sun dresses." He told her this as he undressed her then stroked her body as his lips toyed with her mouth, then her tits.
As they kiss more he fingered her, and she pulsed to the core waiting for his lips to taste her.
Lucy's mind was in another world. She didn't want to know what was happening in the next room.
"Traveling, light are we?" Lucy just gave him a sultry look and put his bag in her closet.
"Will they be here long?" Ka-Rad kept his voice low. She just shrugged.
"What's he doing here?" Cory asked who was handing out beers to everyone. He even handed one to Ka-Rad giving him a long stare.
Finally he plopped himself down on the couch and everyone sat around on the floor while Lucy put on their cd.
"Ok, whats missing here?" Cory was all business.
"A gig." Benny suggested.
"Yeah, about that. I think if we can just make day trips around this area and not get totally involved in a tour, we might be better off." Cory rattled on about expenses and gas prices. Everyone nodded.
"Should we just stick with all teen shows or bars?" Casey remarked.
"I think teen shows are the way to go." Lucy was down with that. Besides, teens were more likely to buy her crap than some old folks would.
"I don't know, bars make it pretty easy for us," Casey looked at Lucy then.
"Yeah, right." Lucy rolled her eyes. All this talk was boring her. She just needed them to leave. She wanted her apartment back.
But Cory had made chili and everyone was hanging around for that. Finally, she walked into her room and shut the door wishing they'd all go away.
"What the fuck?" Cory yelled.
Ka-Rad sighed and went to see about her.
Lucy kept herself turned away from Ka-Rad while she laid curled up in bed.
"This is just crazy," She murmered. Thinking they should be on a bus going somewhere this summer with a show. But she was stuck here with these idiots.
Ka-Rad curled himself around her. She felt his arms come around her with a back side hug.
She closed her eyes calmly then. She was glad he was here. He was like a warm blanket she could hide in.
"Do you miss boys?" Lucy wondered.
"Just Cory," he chuckled, "But then you two come as a packaged deal."
She smiled then as he pulled her t-shirt over her head then unzipped her jeans.
"You shouldn't wear such tight clothes. You should wear more dresses. Sun dresses." He told her this as he undressed her then stroked her body as his lips toyed with her mouth, then her tits.
As they kiss more he fingered her, and she pulsed to the core waiting for his lips to taste her.
Lucy's mind was in another world. She didn't want to know what was happening in the next room.
oh so idle
Sarah felt a bit on edge being around Ste the next morning. Usually, in these situations, someone said they'd call, but they never did. Lots of times, Sarah never heard again from anyone. Except Casey. And then Cameron, which was pretty much a fluke. Or maybe it wasn't. Maybe he'd been held hostage all this time.
Well, Ste would know, but she couldn't ask about him now. Now could she?
Best to keep quiet. Especially with Kira around. And it was quiet. So quiet that it hurt Sarah's ears.
Maybe he'd never even look at her, but she looked over to see him at the coffee table on the couch with the Sharpie in his mouth.
She looked away and tried to clean something. Although, she wasn't really good at that sort of thing.
Naturally, Kira talked to her. It was cute. Something about American Idol and how David Cook should win.
"But wouldn't you want the other David to win?" He was the teen idol, after all.
"No, I want the one who makes me think of my Daddy, to win." Kira was adament about it.
"Maybe he will." Sarah couldn't help but smile thinking of last night with Ste. She shivered ever so slightly thinking she wanted to know him more. How would that ever happen with Kira around?
Well, Ste would know, but she couldn't ask about him now. Now could she?
Best to keep quiet. Especially with Kira around. And it was quiet. So quiet that it hurt Sarah's ears.
Maybe he'd never even look at her, but she looked over to see him at the coffee table on the couch with the Sharpie in his mouth.
She looked away and tried to clean something. Although, she wasn't really good at that sort of thing.
Naturally, Kira talked to her. It was cute. Something about American Idol and how David Cook should win.
"But wouldn't you want the other David to win?" He was the teen idol, after all.
"No, I want the one who makes me think of my Daddy, to win." Kira was adament about it.
"Maybe he will." Sarah couldn't help but smile thinking of last night with Ste. She shivered ever so slightly thinking she wanted to know him more. How would that ever happen with Kira around?
shake it like that
Things were tight. Really tight with Cory now. Lucy guessed it was suppose to be that way. And as much as she missed Ka-Rad, she was pretty sure it was just a fleeting moment. He meant nothing to her.
And she was mainly going through just the motions at the salon. Even though, the owner, Elan was hoping she'd think about beauty school.
"They would love you," he kept insisting, but Lucy kept doubting and her eyes would keep darting to Ka-Rad. He knew. She knew he knew and there was no way undoing what had been.
She almost cornered Ka-Rad about the past while Elan kept harping on the future. Why couldn't she be thinking about her future. It had to be more than just a groupie in an indie band that was going nowhere.
"Look, I'll think about it." She just didn't want to end up cutting hair at Great Clips some day. But that would probably be better than sweeping hair every afternoon.
Finally, she had Ka-Rad in the backroom all to herself among the hair products.
"I think you should come back." She didn't want to dare say she missed him. "How much fun can you really have with that old man of yours?" She scawled just thinking of the two of them together.
"I don't think it would work. The three of us," Ka-Rad said, looking more edgy with a dark green flip cut that was the look of the day. "You know, how it went down. I don't want to see you that way."
"It won't happen again," Lucy winced. "You'll see, it'll be all good." She was so close to telling him that she needed him right now in this very room, but it might take a lot of persuasion.
Her lips were dry and she was hungry, but somehow she'd show him what he'd be missing if he didn't come home with her.
Her fingers unzipped his black pants and went in, finding the tip of his penis, she pressed with her sharp fingernail as she gave him an open kiss on the lips. Really, she had no idea where this was going until she licked him clean.
And she was mainly going through just the motions at the salon. Even though, the owner, Elan was hoping she'd think about beauty school.
"They would love you," he kept insisting, but Lucy kept doubting and her eyes would keep darting to Ka-Rad. He knew. She knew he knew and there was no way undoing what had been.
She almost cornered Ka-Rad about the past while Elan kept harping on the future. Why couldn't she be thinking about her future. It had to be more than just a groupie in an indie band that was going nowhere.
"Look, I'll think about it." She just didn't want to end up cutting hair at Great Clips some day. But that would probably be better than sweeping hair every afternoon.
Finally, she had Ka-Rad in the backroom all to herself among the hair products.
"I think you should come back." She didn't want to dare say she missed him. "How much fun can you really have with that old man of yours?" She scawled just thinking of the two of them together.
"I don't think it would work. The three of us," Ka-Rad said, looking more edgy with a dark green flip cut that was the look of the day. "You know, how it went down. I don't want to see you that way."
"It won't happen again," Lucy winced. "You'll see, it'll be all good." She was so close to telling him that she needed him right now in this very room, but it might take a lot of persuasion.
Her lips were dry and she was hungry, but somehow she'd show him what he'd be missing if he didn't come home with her.
Her fingers unzipped his black pants and went in, finding the tip of his penis, she pressed with her sharp fingernail as she gave him an open kiss on the lips. Really, she had no idea where this was going until she licked him clean.
my english romance
Sarah hadn't meant to be so desperate. She felt foolish instantly, after the kiss. She knew he really didn't want a thing to do with her.
Possibly, she was beneath him. Or maybe he actually was Cameron's best mate.
He unlocked her arms around her neck and just stared at her.
"I guess it was a David Cook moment," she couldn't laugh it off, because this had nothing to with a crush on an American Idol star.
This was just her making an ass of herself really hoping he'd like her ass. Possibly.
She smoothed down her dress wondering if she could possibly undo this yearning, and she could somehow not want to start anything.
Maybe after he left, she'd climb out the window, find the nearest bar. Even a biker would do. No, she'd wait it out.
Wait. She kept telling herself. He was looking at her. His eyes were on her. He pushed the Sharpie in his back pocket. Then slipped the dress over her head.
She was bare and he wasn't. Awkward.
Sarah pulled him into her room by his belt loops and shut the door, locked it.
His hands slid down her back as she kissed him again and backed him into her bed.
It was there, she unbuckled his belt. Then his pants. It was possible this could all be done with his clothes on if he liked. The less he had to do. The better it might be.
It was something they wouldn't talk about. It could just happen. A part of her wished it hadn't been this way.
But she just kept wanting. And a part of herself wanted to remember she'd waited all this time to fuck an Englishman.
But she played with him a bit. He'd have to touch her first. It just wouldn't be right otherwise. Why rush sitting on his cock when they had all night.
Possibly, she was beneath him. Or maybe he actually was Cameron's best mate.
He unlocked her arms around her neck and just stared at her.
"I guess it was a David Cook moment," she couldn't laugh it off, because this had nothing to with a crush on an American Idol star.
This was just her making an ass of herself really hoping he'd like her ass. Possibly.
She smoothed down her dress wondering if she could possibly undo this yearning, and she could somehow not want to start anything.
Maybe after he left, she'd climb out the window, find the nearest bar. Even a biker would do. No, she'd wait it out.
Wait. She kept telling herself. He was looking at her. His eyes were on her. He pushed the Sharpie in his back pocket. Then slipped the dress over her head.
She was bare and he wasn't. Awkward.
Sarah pulled him into her room by his belt loops and shut the door, locked it.
His hands slid down her back as she kissed him again and backed him into her bed.
It was there, she unbuckled his belt. Then his pants. It was possible this could all be done with his clothes on if he liked. The less he had to do. The better it might be.
It was something they wouldn't talk about. It could just happen. A part of her wished it hadn't been this way.
But she just kept wanting. And a part of herself wanted to remember she'd waited all this time to fuck an Englishman.
But she played with him a bit. He'd have to touch her first. It just wouldn't be right otherwise. Why rush sitting on his cock when they had all night.
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